Feeling Blue

I feel like walking over to the gas station to get a nice sammich.  I did like the grapefruit juice and don't think they have any good dessert.  I have cake, at home.  I might have a lot of money, considerably.  It feels like tomorrow is Friday.  I was supposed to get a recording device in my room from my mom, but we just got a new thing for the TV.

Problem

Last season, Ellen DeGeneres was onto what you think in private.  This season, I thought she had messages for me as annoying clicks in my room and then got mad she did it, then like I couldn't get restaurant food taken to me recently, my mom got glasses, and I think something else, more of an idea, which made sense in the end.  Like, sometimes, I didn't feel like going to the grocery store or my dad wouldn't buy me enough some.

TV

It looks like Ellen DeGeneres is taking a break maybe after Christmas because I guess I never had to check out who was coming up that much in advance because I don't ever feel that well, have that much life.  I'm busy blogging.  I know no one reads it, and it's all about being mad about things, like after I've watched her show.

TV

I honestly wish that TV show hosts didn't go on vacation, but I just realized they needed 1.  We used to travel on vacation, at a certain time period, I did a lot.  I burned out, and now my life is over.

So, I'm guessing this was Ellen's last episode, wait, tomorrow?  :(*  What about the new year?  IMDb!  BD  She'll be on Twitter, so this will be fun.  I guess she won't be posting herself unless she gets in the news, which it is a good chance|whatever.

1st time I saw her, I was pretty happy the season was over because I was tired, also of calling my grandma each night, who always seemed mad because of the n word thing..  It stil bothers me.  Apparently, I looked at her on Twitter sometimes.  Funny thing, 1st I followed her because she sparked an interest, caught her, decided I was supposed to take a look at her show.  I was afraid to follow her on Twitter and felt that I was supposed to take a break, under it all.

I wonder if something else will be on, like Jimmy Fallon.  I think "Ghost Adventures" will still play.  Maybe, there will be good Disney Christmas stuff.  So, if I find out she's out until Januray, which I started getting into some things in February last year and then her show by April, which seemed like a long time ... also, it seemed to be a big deal I got into Kate Bush more and it took over the entire season, taught me to dance when I sang.  It really molded me to also see her, on top of Tim Burton.

What if Ellen DeGeneres stopped her show?  I guess other people could, too.  Jay Leno is in 2014, unsure of why.  I guess he's ancient history in media.

TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I really liked Anne Hathaway, but I don't like how she thinks she's more white and more humble.

Also, I got annoyed when I heard my dad snore.  My mom never pushed me to be with my dad.

Problem

I never gave you permission to tell my mom to wear glasses.  So, did Tim Burton do it?  It didn't just happen.  Otherwise, it might seem natural, like, maybe, she was going to wear glasses, anyway.

Also, why should her eyes get more fair?  Don't mutter Nell Burton, or you're stupid!  Did you hear that!  You're worthless.  You're shit.  That doesn't mean anything against poor little Nell, of whom you don't give any cares for.  Well, I mean, I guess you'd hope in the spirit of things that it would mean something.  Then, you'd realize no one should do that for her.  She probably thoroughly enjoys but is uselessly reprimanded.  I don't see that as the new forced protocol.  That's a niggerish idea, really, a rushed, forced idea.  If you are of ill intent, don't control anything.  Don't ask me if I want to feel good or not.  What are you gonna do, make someone else feel good?  Just because you're ticked off?  Who do you think you are?  The police took me to the mental hospital for letting my anger out like anyone else, not in a way people might mostly do every day.  Try to get by my dad because he won't admit anything and acts like it's my fault and he's copying me.  I'm not mean like that, and I'm always willing to learn.  That also just reminds me of certain aspects of my personality and it is the result of racism and his flaws.  See, I'm right.  I didn't do anything wrong.  This happened to me for doing poorly in school.  Too bad I am not the daughter of nice, rich parents..  :|  Why is Tim Burton encouraging more tweens?  He shouldn't do that!  He's already ransacked me around.  How?  I get insulting messages, and then supposedly it's just my dad's fault.

What is Ellen DeGeneres's problem?  Look, I'm not a mean person, and I'm not low like Helena Bonham Carter.  Leave us alone.  I don't care about your show.  I already did the right thing, and I don't actually dis it.  So, quit acting like I do just by saying I am someone.  Your show does not state it's against public access to some.  It's unfriendly.  I don't want to go on like no tomorrow that my mom gets glasses because I started to watch your show when I was 25.  I also don't want constant insulting clicks in my room because of calling Nell Burton a nigger.  I mean, what's the big idea?  What ticks?  I thought her mom wanted me to do it, and then I thought I was in an experiment and was told to do it.  So, you think calling someone a nigger means you should be tortured?  Aren't you Jewish?  I'm not anti-Jewish, so you're just being suggestive and trying to tell me I do things I don't actually do nor think to do.  Can you even get that?  Or are you just copying Tim Burton's portrayal of Helena Bonham Carter?  Because I don't need to do it.