I feel alive

I feel alive like in the New Orleans area but not as weighted down when I got busy.  Maybe, I need to ask my dad for money and use my allowance of $190 to get food out at night for hm ... well, the grocery store probably sells grapefruit juice, so possibly $5 a night.  Maybe, I'll tire of getting a dessert, but possibly not, and a cold grapefruit juice is nice, now.  So, that's $9.  At a fast food restaurant, I'd spend maybe around $7.  That's not bad, $224 a month.  Hopefully, I'll start cooking soon, though.  I wanted to get some sweaters at Wal-Mart but don't have to and will probably see new clothes later, maybe even shouldn't have thought I needed that other shirt, not sure if I'll buy more later though.