Problem

Howcome, this girl from L.A. moved to where I lived and I changed and then I felt guilty for being more saucy, like it was "what I was supposed to do?"

Problem

Too bad Pennsylvanians are stupid.

Problem

Hey, so, you're a vegan?

Problem

Hey, Ellen DeGeneres, take that, so you thought that maybe when I moved to where you're from I deserved to be mistreated?  Ha, haha.  How worthless does that make your kinsfolk?

Problem

My dad doesn't think.  He just sends onslaughts to my mom for being assertive.  Doesn't that make him a nigger?

Problems

So, do you think my dad's eyes aren't that attractive?  He seems mad at my mom's eyes and the way I get tickled by eyes.  I thought everybody was supposed to be.  The problem is I also like my mom.  He can't explain that except that he thinks people deserve to suffer because they're not technically all European.  I guess we can test him at his point, like he's blindfolded and worthless.  Speaking of my dad, his mom worked hard as a farmer.  He's dieting with my mom and now watches movies.  He used to like popcorn more, I think, but didn't always get it with me at the movies.  I would want more stuff.  :(

Eating

Had cracker sticks and cheese and having 2 more pepperoni deep dish pan pizzas, looking forward to the asparagus and beef tonight, with the line of fat in it, maybe more of the deep dish personal pan pepperoni pizza but am interested in more French bread pizza.  Also, I want more crackers with spread without peanut butter.  :{

Room for Change

Why always get mad at me for not taking possibilities and that I can't change later?  Like I deserve it?

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Kathy Cyr Cat to dog: Don't worry Fido, I won't tell Ellen I ah um
you knocked over the fish bowl.. I won't tell!! (even though I left one of your bones next to the mess)

Ate

I should have had some breakfast, probably, but I had some crackers.  Crackers with spread and dipping sticks, pretty good.

Problem

So, you think you know about me and can send me constant insults and that's fair?  So, I'm no one, I have no potential, and others are "worth 'something?'"  What's your thing about controlling your thoughts?  I'm guessing you do let lose.  It seems some people don't have a reason for what they do.

Problem

So, you don't really think all people are niggers?  Something funny how that goes.  People are overly critical of me, like if I think of like kinda hitting someone, they want it to get to me.

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@TheEllenShow I got marks on my face from your show, if it interests you. I felt less interested. 3( I didn't give my mom glasses.

@TheEllenShow Why should anyone care if you get glasses? You supposedly caused my mom to get them. What will you do if no one cares about U?

FIX MY MOM NOT TO WEAR GLASSES OR FIGURE IT OUT, IF YOU DID IT @TheEllenShow ... I bet you're wasting "some of" my time but not more than...

Thanks @TimWBurton for making the world so hard. Or is it all the nigger minions you support gladly? It's not "ok" bc you figured it out..

I'm pretty sure it's almost @TheEllenShow's fault. @TimWBurton @OrlaghFallon That selfish p.o.*. wears glasses, too.

@OrlaghFallon Congratulations! It must have been a spectacular 1.
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@OrlaghFallon The world is worthless.
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@OrlaghFallon Oh wow, I hope you're having fun and never return.
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@OrlaghFallon is mean. My mom wears glasses because of her. She doesn't seem happy but is expecting in January. 3)

@TimWBurton No one cares about you. You always acted like I was worthless. You made bad things happen to me, through my dad.

@TimWBurton Make her wear glasses all the time.

@TimWBurton Is your *beep* "wife" m***... in pleasure? I believe you told my dad to make my mom wear glasses to read and drive. (cont.)

@TheEllenShow I think violent thoughts all the time. I bet you don't care. Huh? Huh?

@TimWBurton @OrlaghFallon DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES bc you and your loved ones are not safe

@TheEllenShow You're full of mistakes. DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES! Because you're probably not safe. You won't give an indication no?

@TheEllenShow I DON'T WANT YOUR ATTITUDE - DID YOU GIVE MY MOM GLASSES YOU WORTHLESS BITCH - BC I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR VALUES

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I starred "Thy Word."

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Food

I'll probably cook another hunk of beef, have to find some maybe without fat.  And asparagus.  Maybe even egg salad|sandwich.  Wish I had some sugary candy, can get some at the station.

Problem

Why are things so torturous now?  I know I'm getting better.  I try to ignore it, but I'm not, like, perfectly pristine and dull.  I don't know about subtracting a certain part.  I think things become brittle and dead into nothingness.

Eating

2 Deep Dish Pan Pepperoni Pizzas
Water

Maybe, I'll find some sugary snack.

Proving Your Worth

How does being suggestive to others prove you're worth it?

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Problem

Why do you have to hurt me to be safe?  My mom wearing glasses?  The ticks in my room?  My dad acting bad for things I did?  So that I can't improve?  Things that weren't just flat out straightforward with the wrong reasons.

We could be friends.

Instead of making fun of Ellen DeGeneres, you could bask in her glory, so-to-speak.

What have you done!

What do you think of "what" Helena Bonham Carter has done with Tim Burton?

Did you know? ♪

Did you know Ellen DeGeneres would do away with my old culture to teach me a lesson, thinking that there would be no flaws in the new one?

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is really negative.  Just because I make a statement doesn't mean she can give my mom glasses.  Her fans are too scared to all go against her and tear her down on her show, but it will probably happen.  Unless I can stop'er.  She even thinks that the n word thing makes it legal.  No one thinks that.  I mean, Johnny Depp doesn't think that.  I'm not sure what's so dangerous about it, but most people don't really care.  I found that people looked back at themselves.  They couldn't take it, what if they had to "do the same thing."

*BEEP*

Is Ellen DeGeneres *beep*

She doesn't even fit in logic to make things work out positively and achieve the goaled outcome.  She thinks I'm not from where she's from.  She thinks it's unfair but not for others.  Well, that's too bad because I'm more accomplished than you because I was a child prodigy!

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres, if I were her, I don't think I'd still be vegan, but I dunno.  I wonder if she's really finding any food.  I mean, they must have it all.  I just get the idea that she's not being healthy and turning into something of a monster.

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I tagged Tim Burton in my last post.

Funny Ideas

I get funny ideas from Ellen DeGeneres.  She seems to be hooked onto that someone like me is a representation of my dad, born in 1950.

Well, I just remember thinking just now how he seemed to discourage me to finally bridge and be cool like black people, like earlier this year.  I acted like to a black person that they "didn't have anything" like when they seemed like my mom, who is Chinese Indonesian.  Then, everyone stopped acting like that.  When my dad did that, all the black people stopped.  It's not important, but Ellen DeGeneres had a track where she was acting like she was a black person in a way that annoyed me, personally.  Why don't we just lock my dad up and not talk to him?  He's a bad person who has nothing behind him, like Tim Burton.  Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep barking at me?  She must have a weak bladder.

Also, we lived in the New Orleans area when you were in L.A. promoting your show.  I didn't feel invited to watch it by your minions, didn't feel I had time.  :|  My dad is a person like any other and you don't think straight.  You know, I have a lot of problems with you, and I'm not "getting it out."

Stop treating me like a nigger, you!  What's your problem?  My dad is being worthless, thinking I should be knocked out when I try to say something.  Why don't you knock other people out and not cater to them to do it as an improvement?  Can you even follow what I'm thinking|saying, huh, huh?

Things to Do

I have to clean my room.  I'm guessing I'll be up to see "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and then will take my walk.  Then, I guess I'll get back and eat and hopefully do some singing and cleaning and finally working out.  Had to post on the police boards, tonight.

Ate

I also had a piece of cake and ice cream.  The cake actually was vanilla with several layers of chocolate that weren't very tasty, at all, really.. never is, like that, but yea other cakes have been tastier.  The ice cream is Breyer's chocolate.

Cooking

1 Piece of Beef
a Few Good Asparagus

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I labeled my last problem post as Crisis.

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Problem

Did you realize that my dad was suggestive to my brother for acting like he gave up his life happiness because it seemed my dad changed my life after I was saucy, in a way that sparks racists's interest?  I realized my dad is being suggestive to his wife for punishing me in hopes that it would save me from torture and death and Hell.

Cooking

I'm heating the oven to heat my French bread and later deep dish pan pizza.  I'll probably cook some of the special leaves and asparagus and possibly even the beef..

Problem

Why won't you let me ignore you?

So, you want to do what I do, maybe in some other way, but make fun of me for doing the same thing?

Problem

At the grocery store, I got really mad, like at people thinking I was a nigger but not acting like it and then trying to act like I was like my dad so much just because I had like you know special feelings for his ways.  I got so mad, even at innocent people - 1st this older lady with scrawny kids passed and I think I thought of probably k*** or maybe nigger, unsure, but then thought something like didn't you act like I was a nigger?  An innocent dude passed by, and I thought of k***, for thinking I was like my dad.  Another guy, I was mad he made my butt feel simple, my butt and legs, like smoother, like "like" my dad, liking him.  Why am I like that?  I don't want to believe this.  It was like an onslaught, and I didn't feel I was allowed to be happy.  It's hard to believe I'd do this.  It's because of Johnny Depp, 2005.  I experienced such acute pain I could not stand it, noises and the way people acted, all the time.

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