I had to go back to the station and poo some, and my pants were smeared in the back and sorta middle. I got a big sub with pickles and a Reeses bar that was chewy, not very satisfying, with cookie, at the bottom. I had my peach water energy drink, and it made me feel like it was still September. Do I smell something strong like Asian food? A party? I did remember to jog, passing some people. Might take off my sweater and stay out longer. Laundry. Veggies. Too bad I forgot more Italian ice.
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Sunday, December 16, 2012
Veto
2 Points
* my mom "shouldn't" get glasses, and, if she does, she should probably be some age over 60, maybe 70s, unless I find out lots of other people, at that age, without glasses.
* I forget the "other point," but the reason is bad, and I might figure out what the "reasons" are.
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* my mom "shouldn't" get glasses, and, if she does, she should probably be some age over 60, maybe 70s, unless I find out lots of other people, at that age, without glasses.
* I forget the "other point," but the reason is bad, and I might figure out what the "reasons" are.
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Facebook Answer!
Ginny Kopf, the diction teacher of Disney and other theme parks here I think etc., answered me!
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Problem
So, Ellen DeGeneres will deny that she thinks that all these little things I do say that I want attention from somebody and some people in the world and that I have to pay by my mom getting glasses.
Also, if I put clicks in your room that were torturous, don't you think it's okay if a curse word comes to your mind? Also, I feel she's mad at me for thinking I'm too good to curse, to an extent.
Also, if I put clicks in your room that were torturous, don't you think it's okay if a curse word comes to your mind? Also, I feel she's mad at me for thinking I'm too good to curse, to an extent.
Hanging Their Heads Low
You know, people are really devastated about my mom wearing glasses. She was rather acclaimed as a person, quite fit and like Middle Eastern, not sure if she'd technically pass, but you know. Maybe, she's not the most nourished person, doesn't eat breakfast, which I'd blame my grandma for. My grandma so much as to put herself forward as to say my mom didn't take care of my dad, suggested it. My mom thinks my dad doesn't take care of us, and my brother also feels the same. My dad is always drooling for money in front of us, foaming at the mouth, like wild and mad dog. We've lived in 2 apartments, however, when my brother was young. So, my brother must be my problem. Sometimes, my parents expect me to like care about him more, all of a sudden, like I'm no longer an individual and no longer even wish to be a girl. Like, he's said something about my race and it's my fault. Like, he's so much better, though I enjoy some aspects of that sort of statement.
I'm not really sure how my mom affected my life in college. I didn't speak to my dad. I know my aunt bothers me. I know my dad's family are incompetent and do away with things, but his mom doesn't wear glasses all the time and got them at about the same age as my mom. Well, they stopped going up north at the same time as me, the year after we went with my dad's sister and the daughter. The daughter is really bad, and you want to think she's pretending, like everyone else, to make me feel good, and that I'm ungrateful and guilty, somehow. That doesn't really say anything for me. Same with the cousins up north, mostly. There's this one with curly white hair, but she's not like that, now.. never talked to her much.
So, I'm kinda worried because supposedly Ellen DeGeneres is about events like this, people making my mom wear glasses. I just feel like hurting people. I guess the point would be well no I don't want my mom in glasses, and I mean I guess I can't do anything. I kinda don't like people who are mean. I mean, I'll talk to them, for awhile. So, why is she in glasses? I kinda want to help out because I already thought of the reason and don't think it's right. I mean, I just don't accept it. What other answer would come up? What's the answer? I think that people think I have to accept it. That I have to accept that like it's not something I have a right to like you know get mad about. I already blame someone. I think we should lasso the likes of Tim Burton's effects, as though he cares not. He's gonna continue to try to be genial, but I mean why? Why? Look, I'm white. Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton are telling me I don't act white and also that I don't like being white. Now, they'll deny it. See, if this is true, they're, they'd be worthless. You shouldn't say that, but I dunno. I can't take these slams like I'm nothing, that I find things like my mom wearing glasses, the clicks in my room, the negative messages online. Maybe, I need to learn to talk, but I've been online all day every day mostly for 5½ years. I mean, my life must be really messed up. I don't believe that I needed that long. The problems were my parents wre mean to me and made me feel guilty for not succeeding in college, for not going to class all the time, though I was hearing clicks at that point that made me approach feelings that brought to mind the idea of being maybe suicidal. They stopped, for some reason, next semester, when I picked a major. I know it was a free semester. That shouldn't matter. See, Ellen DeGeneres is from that area and would approve of this and then get mad at me for not going to class. How could I have gone to class? I know I came in, and the kids turned around and looked at me like I shouldn't be there. It feels like I might have skipped most of the classes, but I didn't have to. Also, my life was an experiment, and people stopped communicating with me. I couldn't focus. I had a lot of physical inconveniences, in my life. I was being treated like I wasn't white just because I wasn't perfect and being picked at for being a perfectionist. So, anyway, that pretty much made me not feel good. My life was what it was, benefited. I came home, and I couldn't focus. I don't know, that might be all. I was in an experiment, and anyway I don't think that means you can torture me. I mean, I wasn't being bad. Also, you'd know I was a good student already before. My parents never were onto me about school because I was good.
I'm not really sure how my mom affected my life in college. I didn't speak to my dad. I know my aunt bothers me. I know my dad's family are incompetent and do away with things, but his mom doesn't wear glasses all the time and got them at about the same age as my mom. Well, they stopped going up north at the same time as me, the year after we went with my dad's sister and the daughter. The daughter is really bad, and you want to think she's pretending, like everyone else, to make me feel good, and that I'm ungrateful and guilty, somehow. That doesn't really say anything for me. Same with the cousins up north, mostly. There's this one with curly white hair, but she's not like that, now.. never talked to her much.
So, I'm kinda worried because supposedly Ellen DeGeneres is about events like this, people making my mom wear glasses. I just feel like hurting people. I guess the point would be well no I don't want my mom in glasses, and I mean I guess I can't do anything. I kinda don't like people who are mean. I mean, I'll talk to them, for awhile. So, why is she in glasses? I kinda want to help out because I already thought of the reason and don't think it's right. I mean, I just don't accept it. What other answer would come up? What's the answer? I think that people think I have to accept it. That I have to accept that like it's not something I have a right to like you know get mad about. I already blame someone. I think we should lasso the likes of Tim Burton's effects, as though he cares not. He's gonna continue to try to be genial, but I mean why? Why? Look, I'm white. Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton are telling me I don't act white and also that I don't like being white. Now, they'll deny it. See, if this is true, they're, they'd be worthless. You shouldn't say that, but I dunno. I can't take these slams like I'm nothing, that I find things like my mom wearing glasses, the clicks in my room, the negative messages online. Maybe, I need to learn to talk, but I've been online all day every day mostly for 5½ years. I mean, my life must be really messed up. I don't believe that I needed that long. The problems were my parents wre mean to me and made me feel guilty for not succeeding in college, for not going to class all the time, though I was hearing clicks at that point that made me approach feelings that brought to mind the idea of being maybe suicidal. They stopped, for some reason, next semester, when I picked a major. I know it was a free semester. That shouldn't matter. See, Ellen DeGeneres is from that area and would approve of this and then get mad at me for not going to class. How could I have gone to class? I know I came in, and the kids turned around and looked at me like I shouldn't be there. It feels like I might have skipped most of the classes, but I didn't have to. Also, my life was an experiment, and people stopped communicating with me. I couldn't focus. I had a lot of physical inconveniences, in my life. I was being treated like I wasn't white just because I wasn't perfect and being picked at for being a perfectionist. So, anyway, that pretty much made me not feel good. My life was what it was, benefited. I came home, and I couldn't focus. I don't know, that might be all. I was in an experiment, and anyway I don't think that means you can torture me. I mean, I wasn't being bad. Also, you'd know I was a good student already before. My parents never were onto me about school because I was good.
My Mom in Glasses 3)
Well, my dad was nasty because he's something related to the word worthless or said I was being stupid for I think the 1st time, which makes sense, though he's not keeping up with me, online.. 3p
He only cared about his own feelings and threatened to pretend that wasn't the case and that I was worthless, that I was just privileged and that I didn't deserve my dignity and morals I've learned and acquired.
I got to the idea that it was related to "what" Tim Burton was. Someone needs to do something about people hurting others to test them because of Helena Bonham Carter, him thinking she's like so precious and innocent and mistreated and like making the world think about her as though she's Johnny Depp or even him OR EVEN ELLEN DEGENERES and that no one else has anything in common with her, technically, hear that, huh, huh, gonna bother you later??
I keep getting weird treatments since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this season. I Tweet with her because I'm online. Nothing wrong with trying to get personal with her, but I don't need her "help." Like, all of a sudden, I'll get really insulted and I don't remember why. It's not bad. It's not like you can attack me for it. See, she's gonna read this and attack me for it on her show or post annoying stuff on her Twitter and Facebook. Then, something bad will happen via the decision of my dad. Why not just lock my dad up? Then, we can see what she really is. Because I'm kinda mad at her for ruining my family. I don't care about her family, I mean she's like making us think they're important when ours aren't. Now, that's a laugh. Yea, I guess she doesn't really care, neither. She might just act like it like to her mom. Yea, she does have a niece. Like, Tim Burton has a daughter. I am not gonna hurt them for it, but I am gonna talk about it, especially Nell Burton. Yea, it does make me feel like fighting, when these things happen, like I know I'm mad about like even my brother. I don't do anything. I get mad about other little kids getting attention for being naive.. for being considered the kids of a more pristine generation who's younger or for being racist and active racists as white Americans or even abroad America.
So, she acts like she cares, but I think that in some abstract way she must have caused it. I'm worried because I liked her and think she's trying to get me to not like her and I feel made fun of for doing something other than sitting in my room like a rubber duck rubber duck rubber duck duck duck. Does that bother you? I hope not because if it does you do not at all deserve any attention. I mean, in some ways it's bothersome.
So, Nell Burton has brown eyes. My mom was tending to my brother.. Tim Burton has a violent eye problem.
He only cared about his own feelings and threatened to pretend that wasn't the case and that I was worthless, that I was just privileged and that I didn't deserve my dignity and morals I've learned and acquired.
I got to the idea that it was related to "what" Tim Burton was. Someone needs to do something about people hurting others to test them because of Helena Bonham Carter, him thinking she's like so precious and innocent and mistreated and like making the world think about her as though she's Johnny Depp or even him OR EVEN ELLEN DEGENERES and that no one else has anything in common with her, technically, hear that, huh, huh, gonna bother you later??
I keep getting weird treatments since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this season. I Tweet with her because I'm online. Nothing wrong with trying to get personal with her, but I don't need her "help." Like, all of a sudden, I'll get really insulted and I don't remember why. It's not bad. It's not like you can attack me for it. See, she's gonna read this and attack me for it on her show or post annoying stuff on her Twitter and Facebook. Then, something bad will happen via the decision of my dad. Why not just lock my dad up? Then, we can see what she really is. Because I'm kinda mad at her for ruining my family. I don't care about her family, I mean she's like making us think they're important when ours aren't. Now, that's a laugh. Yea, I guess she doesn't really care, neither. She might just act like it like to her mom. Yea, she does have a niece. Like, Tim Burton has a daughter. I am not gonna hurt them for it, but I am gonna talk about it, especially Nell Burton. Yea, it does make me feel like fighting, when these things happen, like I know I'm mad about like even my brother. I don't do anything. I get mad about other little kids getting attention for being naive.. for being considered the kids of a more pristine generation who's younger or for being racist and active racists as white Americans or even abroad America.
So, she acts like she cares, but I think that in some abstract way she must have caused it. I'm worried because I liked her and think she's trying to get me to not like her and I feel made fun of for doing something other than sitting in my room like a rubber duck rubber duck rubber duck duck duck. Does that bother you? I hope not because if it does you do not at all deserve any attention. I mean, in some ways it's bothersome.
So, Nell Burton has brown eyes. My mom was tending to my brother.. Tim Burton has a violent eye problem.
Back From the Grocery
There was only 1 French bread pepperoni pizza left. I got so mad and thought that Ellen DeGeneres was "involved." I'm in an experiment, and I'm getting 0 respect from her. It's like it's my fault, BUT IT'S NOT!!! Answer that? Just wanna play a game with no point because you're nothing or not something??? SLAM! Take that, "wimp!"
The French bread pizza isn't incredibly good, here, though, I know, and 711 doesn't have anything good. I didn't even bother getting the sliced pizza. Also, I got mad Ellen DeGeneres may have planted a worker next to me who slammed the door. I asked him|reprimanded him about it, didn't hear me at 1st and then I came over. He just kinda looked at me like maybe I had a problem...
So, I got like maybe 3 packs of pepperoni deep dish pan pizza.
I got a chocolate cake, chocolate Breyer's ice cream.
I got 2 packs of cracker sticks to dip in cheese. I got the variety pack of crackers with spread on it. =}
I got a pack of a certain type of leaves and asparagus.
I got a can of the new kind of food of Chef Boyardee, mac and cheese, came out maybe 3 months ago.
I got butter and cheese grits and breakfast biscuits, 1 bacon and 1 sausage.
I got grain Italian bread from the bakery section and a nice pack of honey ham.
I got 2 packs of beef, 1 with lots of small boneless ones and a pretty large pack of 2.
I don't remember what else.
The French bread pizza isn't incredibly good, here, though, I know, and 711 doesn't have anything good. I didn't even bother getting the sliced pizza. Also, I got mad Ellen DeGeneres may have planted a worker next to me who slammed the door. I asked him|reprimanded him about it, didn't hear me at 1st and then I came over. He just kinda looked at me like maybe I had a problem...
So, I got like maybe 3 packs of pepperoni deep dish pan pizza.
I got a chocolate cake, chocolate Breyer's ice cream.
I got 2 packs of cracker sticks to dip in cheese. I got the variety pack of crackers with spread on it. =}
I got a pack of a certain type of leaves and asparagus.
I got a can of the new kind of food of Chef Boyardee, mac and cheese, came out maybe 3 months ago.
I got butter and cheese grits and breakfast biscuits, 1 bacon and 1 sausage.
I got grain Italian bread from the bakery section and a nice pack of honey ham.
I got 2 packs of beef, 1 with lots of small boneless ones and a pretty large pack of 2.
I don't remember what else.
Less Success Confessed
Would you say Ellen DeGeneres is less successful than me morally, like, in a nutshell?
She thinks it matters bad people and that she "cares" about the flaws side that others who are good "will have." Like, she thinks people who live to hurt others are the 1st priority. Too bad, they're not hurting her. She's Jewish and not Catholic and not really Protestant. What a show off. Well, that's the internet. :| Hm, I hope I don't need to pee, but I probably do, soon.. I thought all religions believed in being good. I'm not sure what clashed. Maybe something to do with suffering as a rich person or those who are well-to-do. That's rather funny, though, that those people would be rich and not be happy. Well, people who have a voice, who care, not that it's interesting that she "does that." I just don't contend to it and I think in private most don't. She doesn't even approve of modern culture.
Like, she really tips the boat. So do people like Tim Burton. Think of "what's" there for people who need someone to look up to. I kinda would like to see, like, what I'm expected to see. I mean, it makes sense. It's just that everyone is like that, anyone who's anyone. So, who do I really care about? Poor people? Isn't that just about being against people like Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, and Johnny Depp?
She thinks it matters bad people and that she "cares" about the flaws side that others who are good "will have." Like, she thinks people who live to hurt others are the 1st priority. Too bad, they're not hurting her. She's Jewish and not Catholic and not really Protestant. What a show off. Well, that's the internet. :| Hm, I hope I don't need to pee, but I probably do, soon.. I thought all religions believed in being good. I'm not sure what clashed. Maybe something to do with suffering as a rich person or those who are well-to-do. That's rather funny, though, that those people would be rich and not be happy. Well, people who have a voice, who care, not that it's interesting that she "does that." I just don't contend to it and I think in private most don't. She doesn't even approve of modern culture.
Like, she really tips the boat. So do people like Tim Burton. Think of "what's" there for people who need someone to look up to. I kinda would like to see, like, what I'm expected to see. I mean, it makes sense. It's just that everyone is like that, anyone who's anyone. So, who do I really care about? Poor people? Isn't that just about being against people like Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, and Johnny Depp?
Problem
I never gave you permission to tell my mom to wear glasses. So, did Tim Burton do it? It didn't just happen. Otherwise, it might seem natural, like, maybe, she was going to wear glasses, anyway.
Also, why should her eyes get more fair? Don't mutter Nell Burton, or you're stupid! Did you hear that! You're worthless. You're shit. That doesn't mean anything against poor little Nell, of whom you don't give any cares for. Well, I mean, I guess you'd hope in the spirit of things that it would mean something. Then, you'd realize no one should do that for her. She probably thoroughly enjoys but is uselessly reprimanded. I don't see that as the new forced protocol. That's a niggerish idea, really, a rushed, forced idea. If you are of ill intent, don't control anything. Don't ask me if I want to feel good or not. What are you gonna do, make someone else feel good? Just because you're ticked off? Who do you think you are? The police took me to the mental hospital for letting my anger out like anyone else, not in a way people might mostly do every day. Try to get by my dad because he won't admit anything and acts like it's my fault and he's copying me. I'm not mean like that, and I'm always willing to learn. That also just reminds me of certain aspects of my personality and it is the result of racism and his flaws. See, I'm right. I didn't do anything wrong. This happened to me for doing poorly in school. Too bad I am not the daughter of nice, rich parents.. :| Why is Tim Burton encouraging more tweens? He shouldn't do that! He's already ransacked me around. How? I get insulting messages, and then supposedly it's just my dad's fault.
What is Ellen DeGeneres's problem? Look, I'm not a mean person, and I'm not low like Helena Bonham Carter. Leave us alone. I don't care about your show. I already did the right thing, and I don't actually dis it. So, quit acting like I do just by saying I am someone. Your show does not state it's against public access to some. It's unfriendly. I don't want to go on like no tomorrow that my mom gets glasses because I started to watch your show when I was 25. I also don't want constant insulting clicks in my room because of calling Nell Burton a nigger. I mean, what's the big idea? What ticks? I thought her mom wanted me to do it, and then I thought I was in an experiment and was told to do it. So, you think calling someone a nigger means you should be tortured? Aren't you Jewish? I'm not anti-Jewish, so you're just being suggestive and trying to tell me I do things I don't actually do nor think to do. Can you even get that? Or are you just copying Tim Burton's portrayal of Helena Bonham Carter? Because I don't need to do it.
Also, why should her eyes get more fair? Don't mutter Nell Burton, or you're stupid! Did you hear that! You're worthless. You're shit. That doesn't mean anything against poor little Nell, of whom you don't give any cares for. Well, I mean, I guess you'd hope in the spirit of things that it would mean something. Then, you'd realize no one should do that for her. She probably thoroughly enjoys but is uselessly reprimanded. I don't see that as the new forced protocol. That's a niggerish idea, really, a rushed, forced idea. If you are of ill intent, don't control anything. Don't ask me if I want to feel good or not. What are you gonna do, make someone else feel good? Just because you're ticked off? Who do you think you are? The police took me to the mental hospital for letting my anger out like anyone else, not in a way people might mostly do every day. Try to get by my dad because he won't admit anything and acts like it's my fault and he's copying me. I'm not mean like that, and I'm always willing to learn. That also just reminds me of certain aspects of my personality and it is the result of racism and his flaws. See, I'm right. I didn't do anything wrong. This happened to me for doing poorly in school. Too bad I am not the daughter of nice, rich parents.. :| Why is Tim Burton encouraging more tweens? He shouldn't do that! He's already ransacked me around. How? I get insulting messages, and then supposedly it's just my dad's fault.
What is Ellen DeGeneres's problem? Look, I'm not a mean person, and I'm not low like Helena Bonham Carter. Leave us alone. I don't care about your show. I already did the right thing, and I don't actually dis it. So, quit acting like I do just by saying I am someone. Your show does not state it's against public access to some. It's unfriendly. I don't want to go on like no tomorrow that my mom gets glasses because I started to watch your show when I was 25. I also don't want constant insulting clicks in my room because of calling Nell Burton a nigger. I mean, what's the big idea? What ticks? I thought her mom wanted me to do it, and then I thought I was in an experiment and was told to do it. So, you think calling someone a nigger means you should be tortured? Aren't you Jewish? I'm not anti-Jewish, so you're just being suggestive and trying to tell me I do things I don't actually do nor think to do. Can you even get that? Or are you just copying Tim Burton's portrayal of Helena Bonham Carter? Because I don't need to do it.
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Why are people so mad at me, recently?
You're expected to not hurt me. Pretty much, you've ruined my life, though. Also, you say I can't even get mad. You said all I've said was worthless, and now I can't even remember who I am, unless I see evidence, which brings to light more than I knew before. I can come to the conclusion that you will always get mad. I wonder how big each punishment is. I have a story to tell. If you think it's funny, I have another "story" to tell. If you planned it, I have another story to tell. Hm, what did I do? Not accept something? What did you do? Take away what was mine? Hm. I didn't give my mom glasses.
Why did my mom agree to wear glasses? 1st, arrest my dad, or, if not, note this. Maybe, she was threatened, like I was. Well, my threat came through the mist, so-to-speak, dawned on me, sorta, when I think of it. All I get is "Helena Bonham Carter." That is illegal. I am interested in Tim Burton. I am not interested in the selfish caterings toward Helena Bonham Carter! I am not anti-Jewish, in the least, understand? Are you laughing at me? 8| Good, then don't try to be assertive.
Why do you automatically grapple the idea that someone that draws too much attention is worthless?
"If you asked me to" call Nell Burton a nigger and I didn't directly do it, anyway, why are you comforting her, you worthless devil?
You're expected to not hurt me. Pretty much, you've ruined my life, though. Also, you say I can't even get mad. You said all I've said was worthless, and now I can't even remember who I am, unless I see evidence, which brings to light more than I knew before. I can come to the conclusion that you will always get mad. I wonder how big each punishment is. I have a story to tell. If you think it's funny, I have another "story" to tell. If you planned it, I have another story to tell. Hm, what did I do? Not accept something? What did you do? Take away what was mine? Hm. I didn't give my mom glasses.
Why did my mom agree to wear glasses? 1st, arrest my dad, or, if not, note this. Maybe, she was threatened, like I was. Well, my threat came through the mist, so-to-speak, dawned on me, sorta, when I think of it. All I get is "Helena Bonham Carter." That is illegal. I am interested in Tim Burton. I am not interested in the selfish caterings toward Helena Bonham Carter! I am not anti-Jewish, in the least, understand? Are you laughing at me? 8| Good, then don't try to be assertive.
Why do you automatically grapple the idea that someone that draws too much attention is worthless?
"If you asked me to" call Nell Burton a nigger and I didn't directly do it, anyway, why are you comforting her, you worthless devil?
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