Problem

My dad is really bad, really mean, like in a hidden way, thinks it's okay for certain reasons, 1st seeing Johnny Depp in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory directed by Tim Burton, then me not being able to do well in college partly because my life became an experiment and no one was direct with me, like it was to balance the situation.  Then, I used store cards and thought in the experiment I was supposed to call someone the n word.

Problem

So, Johnny Depp moved to Florida at 7, supposedly, and so did some people I knew, at least 2 but I think more.  I know someone else at 9.  I bunch them together, for some reason.  Well, it was a certain area of Florida, the oldest continuing city in the U.S.  The family who moved later aren't very substantial, anymore.  Guess they lost their appetite and their dad.  I knew she used to eat in her room at a young age.  Not very good food.  She had good breakfast.  I mean it was tasty but not to my liking.  I think for me they had fried chicken.  My mom made that a lot, for some reason, I mean got at the grocery store.  I remember someone who moved at 11 and probably more but people who moved schools.  I know someone who moved somewhere else at 15.  No one is doing well, in these places, like people from California.  I have a cousin, but I don't think I can count her because she's related to me.  Also, she's very different.  She's different in the same way as my brother, both about the same age, her a year younger, same month even.  I have the feeling my cousin held onto her mom being from Pennsylvania.  She does seem foreign but is accepted in the family, in that way.  In Orlando, there are more people open about growing up here.  I was surprised to see an old politician from here.  Well, I don't know about people from out-of-the-U.S.  I guess it's just that.  Still, there's something else special about being from a certain place.  There's my brother.  For some reason, it seems worse for him, too.  Maybe it's also his birth year.  You can guess that Latinos are known to preserve their culture, though they seem to infiltrate, the rich ones or the skinny ones with straight hair.

Just Got Back

I had a sub, grapefruit juice, and 2 thick Reeses, which were good.

I'm feeling kinda tired, plasticy, need a shower.. probably should to to bed.  :(  I keep getting like stopped by these noises I here, even like when I'm changing.  So, I guess, like, I sleep for, what, sometimes 8-12 hours?  Then, an hour probably gets wasted and I spend most of my blogging time on Problems.  Then, there's an hour I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and I spend some time Networking.  I don't even cook.  What does this say about me?  I used to have more time.  So, I spend time being interrupted every so often.  This is quite a hiatus, the reaction in 2005 to Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, something no one talks about.

Problem

So, since Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, you think it's time to be more thinking you're right to call certain people niggers and not really care about anyone?

Problem

Everyone in Florida is acting like I'm not from here, my grandma.  No one will listen to me.

Also, I am a physical person without the non-Floridian base.

Think about Johnny Depp.

Problem

WHAT'S WRONG?  I'M GONNA *BEEP* YOU ALL AND NEVER LET YOU GET FAMOUS AND HAVE FUN.  TIM BURTON AND JOHNNY DEPP HAVE NORTHERN FRENCH CULTURE, AND I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME WITH THEM.

Ooh, did I strike a nerve?  Who cares about you?  You're nothing.  You're so sensitive to that.  You're just bad.  Stop acting like I'm too bad.  You're gay.

Problem

So, teens feel bad because they feel racist so they're not better than Johnny Depp.

*BEEP* Tim Burton you are so *BEEP* don't put me in the nigger boat with invalid associations of races.  It's not true.  You can't go making finite statements right and left and make me so mad I post a threat and then go back and make fun of me for it.  Oh, so, other people will do it.  Hm, guess you're just like everyone else.

Problems

Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, and Kate Bush don't have morals, like Johnny Depp.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is really negative.  Just because I make a statement doesn't mean she can give my mom glasses.  Her fans are too scared to all go against her and tear her down on her show, but it will probably happen.  Unless I can stop'er.  She even thinks that the n word thing makes it legal.  No one thinks that.  I mean, Johnny Depp doesn't think that.  I'm not sure what's so dangerous about it, but most people don't really care.  I found that people looked back at themselves.  They couldn't take it, what if they had to "do the same thing."

Problem

At the grocery store, I got really mad, like at people thinking I was a nigger but not acting like it and then trying to act like I was like my dad so much just because I had like you know special feelings for his ways.  I got so mad, even at innocent people - 1st this older lady with scrawny kids passed and I think I thought of probably k*** or maybe nigger, unsure, but then thought something like didn't you act like I was a nigger?  An innocent dude passed by, and I thought of k***, for thinking I was like my dad.  Another guy, I was mad he made my butt feel simple, my butt and legs, like smoother, like "like" my dad, liking him.  Why am I like that?  I don't want to believe this.  It was like an onslaught, and I didn't feel I was allowed to be happy.  It's hard to believe I'd do this.  It's because of Johnny Depp, 2005.  I experienced such acute pain I could not stand it, noises and the way people acted, all the time.

My Mom in Glasses 3)

Well, my dad was nasty because he's something related to the word worthless or said I was being stupid for I think the 1st time, which makes sense, though he's not keeping up with me, online..  3p

He only cared about his own feelings and threatened to pretend that wasn't the case and that I was worthless, that I was just privileged and that I didn't deserve my dignity and morals I've learned and acquired.

I got to the idea that it was related to "what" Tim Burton was.  Someone needs to do something about people hurting others to test them because of Helena Bonham Carter, him thinking she's like so precious and innocent and mistreated and like making the world think about her as though she's Johnny Depp or even him OR EVEN ELLEN DEGENERES and that no one else has anything in common with her, technically, hear that, huh, huh, gonna bother you later??

I keep getting weird treatments since watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this season.  I Tweet with her because I'm online.  Nothing wrong with trying to get personal with her, but I don't need her "help."  Like, all of a sudden, I'll get really insulted and I don't remember why.  It's not bad.  It's not like you can attack me for it.  See, she's gonna read this and attack me for it on her show or post annoying stuff on her Twitter and Facebook.  Then, something bad will happen via the decision of my dad.  Why not just lock my dad up?  Then, we can see what she really is.  Because I'm kinda mad at her for ruining my family.  I don't care about her family, I mean she's like making us think they're important when ours aren't.  Now, that's a laugh.  Yea, I guess she doesn't really care, neither.  She might just act like it like to her mom.  Yea, she does have a niece.  Like, Tim Burton has a daughter.  I am not gonna hurt them for it, but I am gonna talk about it, especially Nell Burton.  Yea, it does make me feel like fighting, when these things happen, like I know I'm mad about like even my brother.  I don't do anything.  I get mad about other little kids getting attention for being naive.. for being considered the kids of a more pristine generation who's younger or for being racist and active racists as white Americans or even abroad America.

So, she acts like she cares, but I think that in some abstract way she must have caused it.  I'm worried because I liked her and think she's trying to get me to not like her and I feel made fun of for doing something other than sitting in my room like a rubber duck rubber duck rubber duck duck duck.  Does that bother you?  I hope not because if it does you do not at all deserve any attention.  I mean, in some ways it's bothersome.

So, Nell Burton has brown eyes.  My mom was tending to my brother..  Tim Burton has a violent eye problem.

Less Success Confessed

Would you say Ellen DeGeneres is less successful than me morally, like, in a nutshell?

She thinks it matters bad people and that she "cares" about the flaws side that others who are good "will have."  Like, she thinks people who live to hurt others are the 1st priority.  Too bad, they're not hurting her.  She's Jewish and not Catholic and not really Protestant.  What a show off.  Well, that's the internet.  :|  Hm, I hope I don't need to pee, but I probably do, soon..  I thought all religions believed in being good.  I'm not sure what clashed.  Maybe something to do with suffering as a rich person or those who are well-to-do.  That's rather funny, though, that those people would be rich and not be happy.  Well, people who have a voice, who care, not that it's interesting that she "does that."  I just don't contend to it and I think in private most don't.  She doesn't even approve of modern culture.

Like, she really tips the boat.  So do people like Tim Burton.  Think of "what's" there for people who need someone to look up to.  I kinda would like to see, like, what I'm expected to see.  I mean, it makes sense.  It's just that everyone is like that, anyone who's anyone.  So, who do I really care about?  Poor people?  Isn't that just about being against people like Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, and Johnny Depp?